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my leg won't quit bouncing. i'm almost twitchy. i'm sure if i held my hand out still, it would shake. nervous energy. and the everlasting after-taste of bad coffee. you wouldn't believe it right now, but i acutally didn't use as much sugar as normal. i'm trying to wean myself from it a bit.

it's newsletter day. despite everyone's wonderful comments that the newsletter looks great, well, i'm just NOT SATISFIED. i've been looking at websites, magazines, and contemporary publications, and my work is, once again, not doing it for me. it could be better. but why mess with a good thing? .laughs. keep asking me that. maybe one day i'll stop messing and have an answer for you.

isn't one of the principles of reformed doctrine something like, "the church always reforming"? well, i'm "the artist always redesigning". so there. and it's not as if i'm reinventing the wheel. i'm just giving it new rims.

"You can't stop it! You caaaaaan't stop it!"