I'm in one of those places where I'm searching for myself. You know. You look in the mirror and wonder why you haven't shaved in three days, what side you should part that shock of hair to, and what that distant glint in your eye is. It's tough - we all know that. Who are you supposed to be? 'Cause you got about five people you'd like to be, at least two you're supposed to be, and others that the world is telling you would be the stuff. Yeah, we're going to push like crazy to be like Christ and die trying, but looking in deep, what are the colors on that faint star glint. You know it's you, you just wish you knew more than just that.

So I'm wondering who I am as a man, Christian, artist, musician, minister, teacher, and cartoon and 1-comic-book enthusiast. I'm thinking, "I've got something to say (well, a lot of somethings). But who am I?" If I knew that maybe I'd be ready to go make a ridiculous spectacle of myself, if that's what it took to try and make a difference. One minute you think you know, and then you doubt, wonder, and sense that if you could just figure it out, you'd have a courage that would make you something stronger, happier - someone who didn't wake up each morning thinking, "Ok, so ..."

So get some purpose, stand for something, and let your passion drive you! Represent something bigger than yourself. Show Christ to the world! Stand for truth and strive for something more than most people settle for! Who ya' gonna' be? Maybe you don't know now, but GO!

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Oh yeah - what is the point of stupid movies? Someone tell me why millions are spent creating movies with no plot, no character development, bad special effects and CG, if it has 'em, and no take-away value at all! Yeah - I'm ranting, but seriously!